غريب احساس الضلمه جوه القلب..ـ
لأ.. قصدي اقولك انه احساس صعب..ـ
لما كل النور يروح.. و تروح معاه كل الالوان..ـ
حتى الابيض و الاسود كمان!!ـ
و تحس انك.. حتى مش شايفك..ـ
مش حاسس بنفسك..ـ
مش عارف انت بجد.. ولا كده وكده..ـ
عايش و مش قادر تعيش بالشكل ده..ـ
عجوز و مالياك الهموم..ـ
مع ان لسه العمر .. كام يوم!!ـ
غريب احساس العيشه من غير ناس..ـ
انا قصدي يعني لو لسه في احساس..!ـ
كانك جزء من صوره..ـ
لوحه جميله مشهوره..ـ
حواليك برواز و قدامك قزاز..ـ
محفوظ فيهم لحد ما تنعاز!ـ
تحس الناس من بعيد لبعيد..ـ
في وسطيهم و برضه وحيد..ـ
تعيش تموت مش فارقه كتير..ـ
الا لو حابب فكرة التغيير..ـ
بس بشرط.. ممنوع اللمس و التصوير!!ـ
Saturday, July 29, 2006
Sunday, July 23, 2006
Although am not a daily blogger.. but am willing to support my brothers and sisters Egyptian bloggers in the move they r taking next wednesday 26\7
they will take a stand to announce thier silent anger towards the israeli attack on Lebanon..
no one will write on wednesday.. and am calling everyone to join that stand and upload the banner on blogs.. its the least we can do to say we r not living normaly while lebanese men, women and children r being killed every minute..
Wednesday, July 19, 2006
its awesome how can small things recall great memories to my mind, i really like it when that happens.. it gives me some private time to go back with my time machine to those days i always loved..
yesterday i took a short bike ride.. and my husband was watching me and saying take care i dont think u can do it ..!
he didnt c me in my wild days of childhood!!!! i taught myself how to ride a bike, skating and board skating as well "that was the hardest"!!
that short ride brought back great memories.. when i was 9 or 10 and i had 2 of my cousins living near to me that we spent most of our weekends together riding bikes and playing football... i didnt mention they were 2 boys.. but believe it or not i was the boss!!
may be coz they were younger than i and we used to play in my compound they always gave me the lead.. we had lots of advantures with bikes exploring all the abandoned areas in the compound breaking all the roles of our parents and the security!!
but we had a secrecy code .. NO ONE WILL TELL.. OR.... HE WONT BE PLAYING ANYMORE!!!
i wish i can go back there again.... but i know nothing will be the same!!
Tuesday, July 18, 2006
they always said muslims abroad r one of 2 kinds.. some of them gets too far from islam and forget about everything they once learned or believed in as a religion.. and those we can see them every where.. u cant tell they r muslims except by the name "thats only if they didnt change it or had a non muslim nick name".. and thats one kind..
the other kind of muslims abroad r those who gets closer to Allah and deeper into islam day after day.. some of them werent that religious back home but the experince they go through in foreign countries makes them appreciate thier islam more and more and thank Allah for blessing them with it ..
today my sister told me that she was talking to her husband about me getting bored and tiered from being here and he said tell her to dedicate her living there for supporting islam and muslims who comes to call for Allah and she will feel much better insha2allah..!
when i thought about what he said i truly felt much better.. he reminded me with things i believe in and the rush took me away from..
please pray for me not to go near the first kind of muslims and may Allah bless me with good muslims friends..
Monday, July 10, 2006
its very impressive how can ur appearance affect ur way of thinking and even ur life style.. especially as a muslim..
2 days ago we were walking downtown, we stopped at a red sign with no cars coming in the street so poeple started passing us by to cross it..
i looked to him asking if we r gonna move, but he immediatly answered .. if it wasnt for u, i might have crossed like them.. i was very surprised of his answer but he didnt leave me in wonder for too long.. he said u r the sign that we r muslims and mulims should respect rules every where..!
i was somehow proud of this idea, being an islamic symbol.. and i started cherishing my islamic appearance more and more.. i also noticed that we really unconsciously judge and be judged by others "especially those we dont personally know" by the appearance.. and that judgment may affect the whole race also!
so now am taking good care of every single move i make and every word i say and wish to turn my behavior into a simple da3wa..
if we cant really and openly call for islam , at least we should make good examples..
Sunday, July 02, 2006
لحظة فراق البشر.. الاهل و الاصحاب..بنحب ليه الشجر.. ريحة الشوارع و التراب..بنحس ليه بالشجن يبدأ يدق الباب..بنحن ليه لحاجات .. مكانش ليها حساب..و نعيش ثواني الزمن.. سنين م الاغتراب!!ــــــــــــــــــــــــــــــــــــــــــــــــــــــــــــــــــــــــــــــ
Sunday, July 02, 2006
Its very impressive to find some non muslims practicing islamic obligations, and we are not!! "ella man ra7ema rabby"..
Although its not the same but i was deeply thinking about the way everyone in here is watching himself and making sure not to break the rules as if someone is keeping his eye on him every where and every time.. it remind me with what we call "almoraqabah" and how we r suppoed to fear allah in everything we do.. coz we all believe that he sees us even if we cant see him.. and it made me wonder what kind of muslims would those people make!!
Isnt it almost the same not to steal and not to cross the red sign when the street is empty and no police car is there?? no one is watching in both..
Isnt it the same to pray alone at home and to do ur job the right way when ur supervisor is not there?? no one is watching in both..
arent we supposed to smile at eachothers and care for everyone as much as we care for ourselves..?
If some non muslims r doing exactely what muslims should do and almost practicing an islamic life .. then isnt that a great mercy from allah to us muslims making the hard part in islam which is related to ethics, manners and behavior people r brought up to respect is settled already in their minds and souls,, isnt he making it more easy for us to call those people to islam .. dont u think if they know that islam is calling for more or less of what they do in their real life wouldnt that be tempting to them?
And if yes,, doesnt that mean that we r not doing our gob.. our little task allah left for us..? he almost got them ready
and we only need to call for it!!!!
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