Someone lately told me.. "expect good things to happen soon, coz u broke some rules"!!
i kept thinking about that concept for a while until i found out that i really loved breaking these rules and wished for more.. i even started thinking about those things i didnt do in my life.. and deeply thought about what of them can be done now.. its kind of catching up!!
and u know what , i even started doing some unexpected things.. saying unexpected words.. writing unexpected letters.. opening up about how i feel.. following my heart and trusting my mind more and more.. i felt so strong standing against my own odds!!
It felt good to do things i want and feel like even if am not totally convinced its safe for me to do them or if am not totally sure of the reactions i will receive from others these things are related to.. or even if i received lots of warnings and bad expectations from those i tried to ask for their advice!!
but still, it felt good..
i used to tell my friends that we only have to take responsibility for our own feelings and decisions not other's.. and yes its true.. when i finally decided to apply my theory.. it turned out to be very true.. just do what u feel right to do not what u have to do.. take full responsibility of it and care the less about others reactions.. and i promise u will feel satisfied with ur self and thats what really counts.
am really content and relieved i didnt give it up to my fears and to others warnings and followed my heart.. i just went along and did how i felt..
and guess what, thank god it turned out to be the right thing for me to do!!