Now lets go back to what I was going to say at first place, being positive.. I decided 2 days ago to be positive regarding everything in my life, even my dislikes.

My lovely friend Islam Omar the great life coach -and don’t ask much about the meaning of life coach coz it will take a whole post to explain it- gave me last week a movie based on a book called (The Secret) I believe almost everyone heard about that book and movie, Elmohim to make a long story short, what I learned when I watched that movie was something called the "Law of Attraction" it means that u attract what ever u r thinking about most.. Even if u hate it!!

I truly tried that thing even before I read the book or watch the movie, I kept thinking about bad luck, car accidents, death and sadness.. I was thinking that I've had enough of blue days and I can't take it any more.. But guess what, it kept coming over and over every day and everywhere!!

After watching the movie I started concentrating on the idea they said "thoughts becomes things", I just started monitoring my thoughts, not in a crazy way -yet- but in a simple way.. Catching myself thinking of bad things even to avoid them is not right.. I have to start thinking of what I want, what I deeply want and wish for, look for it everywhere and be ready to receive and welcome when it crosses my way..

Y3ny in my situation now, I know that more people will come to my office if I kept thinking about how much I hate 3ly and the noise he caused me with his guests, so I decided not to think about them at all.. I concentrated on writing my post, I wanted to finish a nice post as I planned at the first place.. I brought out my i-pod full of Fairouz songs, I stared at the board in front of me with pictures of the most desired 2 things in my life now hanged on and I continued writing.. I kept going and going.. Hearing no one.. Seeing no one till they just vanished.. They went out to have a coffee break with plans to finish their meeting somewhere else not to disturb me any more –or that’s what they said-..

Let's hope this plan works with everything else with same success :o)